What's harder than pretending to be not you? Tiredness has long overcome the will of mine to strive for a better choice but everytime I feel like giving up last strand of straw appear. Believing that it might be a chance to reignite the passion I had but disappointment always follow behind, extinguish the passion and throw me back to the choice of giving up.
What's life without hope?
I'm really tired. So tired of everything and everyone. Tired of needing to comply to everyone. Tired of being not myself. When would be the day that I can be myself the one and only one Denzell.

Sometimes all I need is someone to talk to.