A perfect memory

It has been a long time since her name was in the top of my conversation list. Looking back, she had been a pillar of strength to my life motivating me to propel towards my dream. I did not know how it happen or when did it happen but she has then left my life, leaving none of her shadow in the chapter of my life. I once wonder should I look for her but worries overcome the will of mine thinking I might be forcing her back into my life which our paths may not be fated to cross each other. A pure friendship between a guy and a girl which nobody believes has then disappear, evaporating into the thin air.
Reminiscing the past of ours, when we made phone call to each other accompanying each other when we are down, sharing stuff that make us happy and introduce stuff which either of us did not know about it. Sarcastic remarks made towards each other strengthen our friendship and has not once trigger a fight among us. People say that it is hard to find friend who can think alike so grasp it even though it is just a strand of straw which might break anytime. Regretful feeling has once overcome me while sitting in front of the laptop typing this passage, thinking why did not I take the chance while we have not drift so far yet.
Questions have been spinning in my head about her - Do she still remember me? Will us be able to chat heart to heart again? Will our friendship be as pure as last time? Only God has the answers to all these questions.

Ordered fried rice with salted fish to train myself facing salty people ✌️

It feels like you're walking out of my life as times goes by but I couldn't stop you. I can only smile and look at you leaving cuz I don't know how to make you stay.

As I close my eyes, flashback memories appear. Darkness starts to fill up leaving no trace of memory. Shining stars start to dim as the darkness engulfs the stars leaving no star shining.

A person can save lots of life but he is not able to save his life.
It so sad thinking about this but I guess it's worth helping others